how could they!!

arh!
bengng btol la ak~
sebaik ak tk tawu jew spe on9 fb ak tdi~
kalau tawu la jgn harap die ade kpale~
huh~
abis ak gdo ngn bestfriend ak~!!
kesengalan yg amat sngt!!!
hah!!
enth la dye maapkn ke tk~
but~
plezzzzzzzzzz...........
its not me~
pleeeezzzzz
trust me~

Tell me why?

Semalam,ak tk tawu npe?

Mcm blank,blur….

Otk ak berhnti brfungsi sejanak tat kala ak menerime msg yg plek…..

Yg mengtekn ak nieyh tk care lngsng psl dye?

Why?

What I've done?

Kengkadang perkre mcm nieyh pkse ak tok tkr imge ak…..

Ak tk tawu mane slh ak…..

Tpi ak tk slh kn dye ckp ak cmtuh~

I realize that….

Ak tk pkse dye to keep ours relation….

Ak tk pkse dye to make her love keep holding….

She said….

Prngai ak tk serupe lngsng ngn Ex dye….

Kengkdng ak trpikir jgk……

Tu prgai ex dye,bkn nyer prngai ak?

Wtpe ak nk ikot jejak ex dye sedng kn ak da biase ngn bhvior ak nieyh……..

For me,

Kalau dye nk ak jdi mcm ex dye,

Npe dye clash??

Hbngn persaudaraan lg pnting dri hubngn percintaan……

Why?

Tnpe saudre,kwn2, kte kesunyian,

Tpi tnpe percintaan……..

Kte still ley gmbire……

Tpi kte akan rase btpe prit nyer cinte kalau disie2kn……….

Smtimes kte akan rase btpe pnting nyer kksh kte………..

Kehilngn kekasih lbh prit berbnding khilngn kwn…..

Wlaupon kwn tu,kwn sjti,kwn terbaik….

Ak tk twu la prob ak ngn dye nie dtng dri mne…..

Maybe psl late blog post ak tuh….

Rse menyesl pown ak tlis mende tuh…..

Nk pdm..

Tpi da trlmbt………..

Skrng due2 tk nk maap kn ak…….

Why?

Jht sngt kew ak nieyh~

Hurm………

Maybe……

Maybe ak trlalu trok tok dpe……

Trlalu bruk tok dpe…..

Trlalu hdoh tok dpe…….

Tkpe…….

Mybe tkdir ak tkkn n tk mungkin bersame dye n kmu………

Sorry….

life without friend

Npe ak jdi cmnieyyh????

Kengkdng…...perkare yg tk ptot jdi…………

Jdi kt ak………….

Bnde yg sepatot nyer jdi……….

Tk pnh2 hingp kt tkdir ak???

Today,I lost my friend…….

The only friend I trusted the most….

Who she is???

Let be a secret…….

A*********a name nyer…….

Tpi enth la………..

Pasal pew ak break kn friendship nie pown ak tk tawu……

Why????

Ak pown tk tawu~

Is it I not matured enough???

Hhhmmmmmmm…….

Enth la……

Incident nieyh ley la dikaitkn ngn lagu " right girl" the maine yg nyanyi~

Liricnyer…..

Got caught running up a tab

Couldn't drive home so I had to share a cab

Introduced herself by her last name

The kind of girl you steal from the football team

Brought up a silver spoon mess

Always trying to tear off her Catholic dress

Told me she's over this place

Needs to feel the mid west wind in her face

But the alcohol made its way down

She was the last thing that I saw last night before I hit the ground

Oh god I did the wrong thing to the right girl

My mind was only in it for a minute

Had a bad fling with a good girl

I was stupid and dumb not giving a

The blank stare out the window

If I could just sober up I could just admit

I did the wrong thing to the right girl

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

I've never been the best with my mouth

Try to stay smart but the dumb comes out

Maybe I'm shy, I drive an old car

Maybe I'm amazed that I got this far

And I got my stand-bys waiting on the line

But the hardest part is knowing that it won't be her this time

Oh god I did the wrong thing to the right girl

My mind was only in it for a minute

Had a bad fling with a good girl

I was stupid and dumb not giving a

The blank stare out the window

If I could just sober up I could just admit

I did the wrong thing to the right girl

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

Please, please, baby come back

Please, please, baby come back

Please, please, baby come back

Please, please, baby come back

She came back

Thought she had it all planned out

Went to marry some guy she had talked about

A tear in her dress and a tear in her eye

And just like that her whole life flashed by

She won't remember what you said last night

That if you ever needed someone to pick up the pieces in your life

Oh god I did the wrong thing to the right girl

My mind was only in it for a minute

Had a bad fling with a good girl

I was stupid and dumb not giving a

The blank stare out the window

If I could just sober up I could just admit

I did the wrong thing to the right girl

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

Oh, it was your world

All yours

(Please, please baby come back [x4] )

Yeah it was your world baby and I just lived in it

Tpi….Ini lah rintihan hati ku::::::

Adekah hatiku,jiweku ini terlalu mudah untuk mempercayai kata2 manis mu itu??

Sebagai shabat dlm stu iktn perjnjian……

knpe ak mesti buat perkara yg tk berfaedah lg menghancur kn ak???

Knpe setiap perbuatnku sering dipertikaikn,seperti ak yg slh?ak yg melebih2???

Knpe setiap perkataanku menjdi persoalan di pikrn mu??

Setiap titisan darh yg tk pnh berhnti di sudut hati ini??

Seprti menelan jarum2 tajam cuba membunuh diri kerane trlalu kecewa dngn sikap mu yg tidk prnh ambil tahu kehidupan rohaniku yg pnoh pncaroba dn malapetaka???

Kekecewaan yg melanda liang2 kesengsaraan kian menjdi2 pabila pershbtan yg sementara itu dihncurkn oleh keegoan kite??

Tidkkh kau merenung dn brfikir??

Betape bodoh nyer kite berlari2 dri kebenarn yg sudh ditkdirkn oleh Allah S.W.T. kepada kita untk menjalin kn seutas tali persahabatn??????

Mengapa kita hncurknnya sedngkn kita yg beriye2 menciptanye???

Kemusykilan dlm kesayuan menjdi titik kehncuran….

Menjdi titik kekalahan….

Menjdi titik kejtuhan…..

Menjdi titik ketidakpuashatian….

Menjdi titik kesedarn

Kesedarn btpe bodoh nye ak membiarkn kau pergi

Meninggalkn ak sendiri mengharungi kehidupn yg penuh kebencian dn dosa2 kesombongn ku trhdp mu……

Dikesempatan ini……

Ak,muhammad alif bin aaisa memohon jutaan kemaafan kpd mu whai kwnku,rknku,shbtku,temanku,kehidupnku,nyawaku,hatiku,jiwaku,…………..

Seikhlas hati ku ak memohon kepade mu……

Maafkn aku…………...

****

ubah style sbb nk tiru takiya?

hahahhahahahha~
kalau dipikir kn blek~
memang plek kn...........
ctew crow zero yg da ktinggln zaman tu ak ngn geng bru nk lyn........
yg pling ktare si kacng la~
hahahahahhahah~
digelar diri nye as takiya genji~
ak jdi si izaki
si akmal jdi serizawa.....
kimi jdi chuta...
azim jdi si mikami
yg yen jdi la si tokio
plek2............................
blew time skola......sume pakat tukar style msing2 jdi chrcter yg ak war2 kn tdi..............
hahahahhaha~
sluar yg besa di kecik kn~
huhuhuh`
yg pling ktre trnsform  nye style rmbot la~
kikikikiki~
sebijik kmi wt....
hahahahaha~
cume nk tiru tkiya 2 jew susah ngn serizawa sbb pnjng sngt~
huhuhuhuhuhu~
nie la name nyer demam GAGAK KOSONG~
hahahhahaahah~
chow~

the bermuda triangle

sape2 pnh pg bermude triangle???
klo spe pnh pg........
psti bye brtobat kowt......
huhuhuhuhuhuhu~
sebnrnye cte brmude triangle nie da lame ak rase......
cume tk tawu dngn lbih detail jew~
huhuhuhu~
entah la~
tngok cte dye mcm seram jew~
lalu kt situ jew......sume hilang.......
peh~
pg mane la aircraft2 yg lalu bermude triangle tuh~
huh~
plek~
tpi kebenaran trbukti~
huhu~
entah la~
tkde pape pown yg nk dicte kn sebenar nyer
hurm
sje menyemak blog jew.........
huhuhuhu`
nanti nk try la experience bermude triangle 2....
huhuhu`
agak2 apew la jdi kt ak nieyh~
kikikiki~
k chow~

rain of sorrow

arh~
ble kesepian dtng...........
mesti tangisan dtng jgk...........
why???
tk semesti nyer laki tk ley sedih kn???
broke lesnar pown nangis jgak........
ape kn lagi ak yg lemah tk kuat nieyh~
ble ak boring.......
tkde sape pown nk teman kn??
why??
setiap kali kesedihan dtng......
soalan tu slalu berlegar2 mcm UFO kt pale ak nieyh~
keng kadng.....
terpikir jgak~
why my friends ignore me??
trok sngt kew ak nieyh~
nk kate jahat.....
tkde la ak nie g mermpit...isap rokok....broversosial......
ak tk wt pown mende tuh~
tah la.........
kengkadng sindiran2 yg tk msok akal 2 ak jdi kn bhan kegmbiraan~
bkn tkde prasaan......kengkdng fadup la jgak.....
why ak slalu di pijak???
npe ble smeone prlu kn ak~
i try to hold my hand~
but they pay me nothing!!!
ak tk nk pown duit kew pape kew.....
ak nk diorng hargai jase ak~
2 jew pown~
bkn susah pown kn??/
hidop mie penoh cbran~
penoh kesedihan~
penoh dngn tangisan yg memilu kn yg sukar di bongkar kn~
(alifoyologusto)

nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?

huh~
mcm2 dlm pale ak nieyh......
pasal stdy,personal,moto,sume nyer ak tnga pikir
so skrng nieyh ak nga memikirkn bnde yg tk logic dn tk msok akal yg waras~
pale mcm nk pch memikirkn....
esok nk pg skola kew tk??
kalau pg tk dpt tngok putsal....
kalau tk pg nnti tk dpt adiah akhir taun khadiran penoh
skrng nieyh da bln 10....
kalau tetibe jew tk dtng~
tk kew tu penyesalan yg besar>??
kiki~
mulut kate jgn pegi....
ati kate pegi...
orng tue kate ikot hati mati...ikot mulut binase....
so yg mane nieyh~
kalau ikot kn tk nk pg~
tpi kalau tk pg nyesal plak~
huh~
pikir punye pikir~
ak pg la esok~
futsal ptng ade lg~
tkpe la kn~
k chauwh~