how could they!!

arh!
bengng btol la ak~
sebaik ak tk tawu jew spe on9 fb ak tdi~
kalau tawu la jgn harap die ade kpale~
huh~
abis ak gdo ngn bestfriend ak~!!
kesengalan yg amat sngt!!!
hah!!
enth la dye maapkn ke tk~
but~
plezzzzzzzzzz...........
its not me~
pleeeezzzzz
trust me~

Tell me why?

Semalam,ak tk tawu npe?

Mcm blank,blur….

Otk ak berhnti brfungsi sejanak tat kala ak menerime msg yg plek…..

Yg mengtekn ak nieyh tk care lngsng psl dye?

Why?

What I've done?

Kengkadang perkre mcm nieyh pkse ak tok tkr imge ak…..

Ak tk tawu mane slh ak…..

Tpi ak tk slh kn dye ckp ak cmtuh~

I realize that….

Ak tk pkse dye to keep ours relation….

Ak tk pkse dye to make her love keep holding….

She said….

Prngai ak tk serupe lngsng ngn Ex dye….

Kengkdng ak trpikir jgk……

Tu prgai ex dye,bkn nyer prngai ak?

Wtpe ak nk ikot jejak ex dye sedng kn ak da biase ngn bhvior ak nieyh……..

For me,

Kalau dye nk ak jdi mcm ex dye,

Npe dye clash??

Hbngn persaudaraan lg pnting dri hubngn percintaan……

Why?

Tnpe saudre,kwn2, kte kesunyian,

Tpi tnpe percintaan……..

Kte still ley gmbire……

Tpi kte akan rase btpe prit nyer cinte kalau disie2kn……….

Smtimes kte akan rase btpe pnting nyer kksh kte………..

Kehilngn kekasih lbh prit berbnding khilngn kwn…..

Wlaupon kwn tu,kwn sjti,kwn terbaik….

Ak tk twu la prob ak ngn dye nie dtng dri mne…..

Maybe psl late blog post ak tuh….

Rse menyesl pown ak tlis mende tuh…..

Nk pdm..

Tpi da trlmbt………..

Skrng due2 tk nk maap kn ak…….

Why?

Jht sngt kew ak nieyh~

Hurm………

Maybe……

Maybe ak trlalu trok tok dpe……

Trlalu bruk tok dpe…..

Trlalu hdoh tok dpe…….

Tkpe…….

Mybe tkdir ak tkkn n tk mungkin bersame dye n kmu………

Sorry….

life without friend

Npe ak jdi cmnieyyh????

Kengkdng…...perkare yg tk ptot jdi…………

Jdi kt ak………….

Bnde yg sepatot nyer jdi……….

Tk pnh2 hingp kt tkdir ak???

Today,I lost my friend…….

The only friend I trusted the most….

Who she is???

Let be a secret…….

A*********a name nyer…….

Tpi enth la………..

Pasal pew ak break kn friendship nie pown ak tk tawu……

Why????

Ak pown tk tawu~

Is it I not matured enough???

Hhhmmmmmmm…….

Enth la……

Incident nieyh ley la dikaitkn ngn lagu " right girl" the maine yg nyanyi~

Liricnyer…..

Got caught running up a tab

Couldn't drive home so I had to share a cab

Introduced herself by her last name

The kind of girl you steal from the football team

Brought up a silver spoon mess

Always trying to tear off her Catholic dress

Told me she's over this place

Needs to feel the mid west wind in her face

But the alcohol made its way down

She was the last thing that I saw last night before I hit the ground

Oh god I did the wrong thing to the right girl

My mind was only in it for a minute

Had a bad fling with a good girl

I was stupid and dumb not giving a

The blank stare out the window

If I could just sober up I could just admit

I did the wrong thing to the right girl

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

I've never been the best with my mouth

Try to stay smart but the dumb comes out

Maybe I'm shy, I drive an old car

Maybe I'm amazed that I got this far

And I got my stand-bys waiting on the line

But the hardest part is knowing that it won't be her this time

Oh god I did the wrong thing to the right girl

My mind was only in it for a minute

Had a bad fling with a good girl

I was stupid and dumb not giving a

The blank stare out the window

If I could just sober up I could just admit

I did the wrong thing to the right girl

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

Please, please, baby come back

Please, please, baby come back

Please, please, baby come back

Please, please, baby come back

She came back

Thought she had it all planned out

Went to marry some guy she had talked about

A tear in her dress and a tear in her eye

And just like that her whole life flashed by

She won't remember what you said last night

That if you ever needed someone to pick up the pieces in your life

Oh god I did the wrong thing to the right girl

My mind was only in it for a minute

Had a bad fling with a good girl

I was stupid and dumb not giving a

The blank stare out the window

If I could just sober up I could just admit

I did the wrong thing to the right girl

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

It was your world, baby and I just lived in it

Oh, it was your world

All yours

(Please, please baby come back [x4] )

Yeah it was your world baby and I just lived in it

Tpi….Ini lah rintihan hati ku::::::

Adekah hatiku,jiweku ini terlalu mudah untuk mempercayai kata2 manis mu itu??

Sebagai shabat dlm stu iktn perjnjian……

knpe ak mesti buat perkara yg tk berfaedah lg menghancur kn ak???

Knpe setiap perbuatnku sering dipertikaikn,seperti ak yg slh?ak yg melebih2???

Knpe setiap perkataanku menjdi persoalan di pikrn mu??

Setiap titisan darh yg tk pnh berhnti di sudut hati ini??

Seprti menelan jarum2 tajam cuba membunuh diri kerane trlalu kecewa dngn sikap mu yg tidk prnh ambil tahu kehidupan rohaniku yg pnoh pncaroba dn malapetaka???

Kekecewaan yg melanda liang2 kesengsaraan kian menjdi2 pabila pershbtan yg sementara itu dihncurkn oleh keegoan kite??

Tidkkh kau merenung dn brfikir??

Betape bodoh nyer kite berlari2 dri kebenarn yg sudh ditkdirkn oleh Allah S.W.T. kepada kita untk menjalin kn seutas tali persahabatn??????

Mengapa kita hncurknnya sedngkn kita yg beriye2 menciptanye???

Kemusykilan dlm kesayuan menjdi titik kehncuran….

Menjdi titik kekalahan….

Menjdi titik kejtuhan…..

Menjdi titik ketidakpuashatian….

Menjdi titik kesedarn

Kesedarn btpe bodoh nye ak membiarkn kau pergi

Meninggalkn ak sendiri mengharungi kehidupn yg penuh kebencian dn dosa2 kesombongn ku trhdp mu……

Dikesempatan ini……

Ak,muhammad alif bin aaisa memohon jutaan kemaafan kpd mu whai kwnku,rknku,shbtku,temanku,kehidupnku,nyawaku,hatiku,jiwaku,…………..

Seikhlas hati ku ak memohon kepade mu……

Maafkn aku…………...

****

ubah style sbb nk tiru takiya?

hahahhahahahha~
kalau dipikir kn blek~
memang plek kn...........
ctew crow zero yg da ktinggln zaman tu ak ngn geng bru nk lyn........
yg pling ktare si kacng la~
hahahahahhahah~
digelar diri nye as takiya genji~
ak jdi si izaki
si akmal jdi serizawa.....
kimi jdi chuta...
azim jdi si mikami
yg yen jdi la si tokio
plek2............................
blew time skola......sume pakat tukar style msing2 jdi chrcter yg ak war2 kn tdi..............
hahahahhaha~
sluar yg besa di kecik kn~
huhuhuh`
yg pling ktre trnsform  nye style rmbot la~
kikikikiki~
sebijik kmi wt....
hahahahaha~
cume nk tiru tkiya 2 jew susah ngn serizawa sbb pnjng sngt~
huhuhuhuhuhu~
nie la name nyer demam GAGAK KOSONG~
hahahhahaahah~
chow~

the bermuda triangle

sape2 pnh pg bermude triangle???
klo spe pnh pg........
psti bye brtobat kowt......
huhuhuhuhuhuhu~
sebnrnye cte brmude triangle nie da lame ak rase......
cume tk tawu dngn lbih detail jew~
huhuhuhu~
entah la~
tngok cte dye mcm seram jew~
lalu kt situ jew......sume hilang.......
peh~
pg mane la aircraft2 yg lalu bermude triangle tuh~
huh~
plek~
tpi kebenaran trbukti~
huhu~
entah la~
tkde pape pown yg nk dicte kn sebenar nyer
hurm
sje menyemak blog jew.........
huhuhuhu`
nanti nk try la experience bermude triangle 2....
huhuhu`
agak2 apew la jdi kt ak nieyh~
kikikiki~
k chow~

rain of sorrow

arh~
ble kesepian dtng...........
mesti tangisan dtng jgk...........
why???
tk semesti nyer laki tk ley sedih kn???
broke lesnar pown nangis jgak........
ape kn lagi ak yg lemah tk kuat nieyh~
ble ak boring.......
tkde sape pown nk teman kn??
why??
setiap kali kesedihan dtng......
soalan tu slalu berlegar2 mcm UFO kt pale ak nieyh~
keng kadng.....
terpikir jgak~
why my friends ignore me??
trok sngt kew ak nieyh~
nk kate jahat.....
tkde la ak nie g mermpit...isap rokok....broversosial......
ak tk wt pown mende tuh~
tah la.........
kengkadng sindiran2 yg tk msok akal 2 ak jdi kn bhan kegmbiraan~
bkn tkde prasaan......kengkdng fadup la jgak.....
why ak slalu di pijak???
npe ble smeone prlu kn ak~
i try to hold my hand~
but they pay me nothing!!!
ak tk nk pown duit kew pape kew.....
ak nk diorng hargai jase ak~
2 jew pown~
bkn susah pown kn??/
hidop mie penoh cbran~
penoh kesedihan~
penoh dngn tangisan yg memilu kn yg sukar di bongkar kn~
(alifoyologusto)

nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?nak kew tak?

huh~
mcm2 dlm pale ak nieyh......
pasal stdy,personal,moto,sume nyer ak tnga pikir
so skrng nieyh ak nga memikirkn bnde yg tk logic dn tk msok akal yg waras~
pale mcm nk pch memikirkn....
esok nk pg skola kew tk??
kalau pg tk dpt tngok putsal....
kalau tk pg nnti tk dpt adiah akhir taun khadiran penoh
skrng nieyh da bln 10....
kalau tetibe jew tk dtng~
tk kew tu penyesalan yg besar>??
kiki~
mulut kate jgn pegi....
ati kate pegi...
orng tue kate ikot hati mati...ikot mulut binase....
so yg mane nieyh~
kalau ikot kn tk nk pg~
tpi kalau tk pg nyesal plak~
huh~
pikir punye pikir~
ak pg la esok~
futsal ptng ade lg~
tkpe la kn~
k chauwh~

simple became critical

arh~
penyesalan tk suda la ak nieyh~
orng gurau2 dye kate btol2~
hurm~
huh~
entah lew
nk kte bnde nieyh serius tkde la series sngt sbb bnde yg slah dye anggp btol~
hurm cmnieyh~
smlm ak ade wt sprise kt dye,,,,,,,,,,,
ak soh la si kwn ak nieyh msg ak pkai cple pnyer ayat~
kmi pown msg la............
then enth cmane encet gf ak nieyh rosak~
so ak bg la pinjm encet ak yg ak msg tdi......
enth mcm mane ak punye bengong tk delete msg2 tdi.......
so dye da tngok msg2 ak tuh~
pew lg.......
prng besar la kmi~
mcm2 btol~
pdahal 2 mende simple jew~
ak just suke2.........bkn btol2........
kalau btol2 nk mra2 ak pown go on jew la......
hurm~
tah la~
sba suda la~
nk wt cmane kn.....ati pompuan emang cmtuh~
lgi pown dye tuh gf ak~
so sba jewh~
k chaou~

hahahahaha!! experiment failed!!! COKE + PENADOL SOLUBLE!!!

hahahahahahahhahaa~
hary nie hary yg pling lawk n tk msok akal penah ak buat seumo hidop ak!
huhuhuH~
ak nk ctew nieyh~
pg tdi mcm mane tah ak ley tepikir nk wt bnde kejadah nieyh~
coke tmbh penadol soluble..........
kikikikiki~
mule2 ak try la cri kt internet video cote tmbahh ngn mentos.......
puh~gmpak.......
tpi otak ak nieyh gler2 sket~
ak pikir ape yg lgi react dri mentos.............
dan2 plak ak nie tngah dmam..........mse ak pikir tuh ak g la dpor........nk mam ubat.....
then ak buboh la panadol 2 kt dlm air.............
entah cmane ak mcm tk pnh tengok penadol 2 berbuih~
then idea tros msok kt otk ak n tros ak ckp....
"yes! i found it!!! penadol soluble is the key!!!"
seperti yg kte tawu........penadol brtindk blas dngn air..............tpi mentos tk??
so ak pkr secare science nyer.............
cnfirmation its gonna be owesome!!
so ak ngn mr kacang wt la experiment nieyh kt blakang umh dye........
ak gune 2 penadol n coca cola 1.5 ml dngn harga 3.00 ringgit malaysia.......
so dngn bngge nyer ak rakam video nieyh~~~saksi kn la


tpi failed!!!!
kikikikiki~

islam in soul~

kate2 hikmah




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Bermula fikrah dengan fikir,

kerana berfikir datangnya zikir,

bila berzikir terserlah kebenaran

dan kebenaran itu datangnya dari Al-Quran…

Renung-renungkanlah akan kebenarannya

Adat

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Iktikaf didalam masjid

Makan supaya badan kuat untuk beribadat

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Bertudung lantaran akur dengan perintah Allah

Berwudhuk sudah mampu mempamerkan cahaya&kecantikan asli pada wajah

experience in bidor

hahahah~
smalam 29.9,buat pertame kli nye ak segmbire mcm nieyh~
smlm,aku n the geng,kimi,mr bean(kacang),n akmal pg la ke umh ckgu physics kmi niey,ckgu taufek name nyer,tpi kmi called dye ckgu topek jew,tpi yg lek nyer,wrge skola menengah felda besout niey dngn creative nyer pngl ckgu topek,ckgu taik,ade ke ptot,tpi 2 bkn prob yg ak nk cte,tpi ak nk cte incidnt kt umh ckgu niey~

kmi g umh ckgu topek sebab nk tolong ckgu pindah umah, kecian la kt ckgu kn dye sorng nk angkt mende2 tuh,mati terkangkang dye kang,so kmi pg la dngn ati yg ikhlas~kikikiki~
sesampai nyer kami disane,1 upecre besar2an dibuat tok kmi berempat nieyh~
dngn erti kate laen,ckgu sekeluarge buat kn kmi mknan yg indh2 berlaka~kikikikik~
kmi pown mam la smpai terkangkang mcm tk pnh jumpak makanan~
yela kn,nk jge ati dpe~nanti tk makan dpe kate kte membazir plak~
so sumbt la sgle2 nyer didlm prt......
da knyang kami pown start la mission kmi tlong ckgu..........
first kmi harung gune kte alza 2.0 ckgu..bwk mende2 kcik2 jew~
da siap sume bnde2 kcik 2,tingl la bnde2 sebesa2 nyer tok kmi harung kew rumah bru,
tpi tk logik plak kn almari di bwk gune kte.....tk bley3~
so ckgu tmpah la sebuah lorry mitsubishi yg da senje umo nyer...........
60 hnggt fee..........brbaloi kowt~
driver lorry nie kmi pngl pak long sebab ckgu pown pngl dye pk long,
nk di jdi kn cte,pkcik nie sebnr nyer ade mslh sket tpi tk taw la kt mane,antare pendengaran dye or pemikirn dye~
pkcik nie sebenarnyer lgi blur dri ak~
seblur2 ak nie tkde la smpai cmtu~
kikikik~

ckgu soh dye dtng kol 5............
tpi kmunculan dye tk kluar2,
lbih kurng 2 jm kmi tnggu tk smpai2........................ckgu ngn amarah nyer pg ke umh dye............
alangkah magik nyer,pkcik 2 menyembang kn diri dn mengewasting kn mase dngn berfoye foye brsme rkn tercinte..............
lntas ckgu topek berseraya................
"pak cik!pew pkcik buat nieyh??kmi tunggu smpai kematu pnggong menunggu pkcik!"
pakcik tu pown dengn tk sngaje nyer menepok2 dahi tnde kekesalan~
kmi berempt pown riang ketaw melihat glagt pkcik 2~
kikikiki~
suasane yg hening,tetibe jdi kelam kbot..........
pkcik yg srbe slah tdi menyetat enjin lory mitsubishi nyer dan brlalu dri situ~
smpai disne pkcik 2 pown melakukn tugas nyer menolong kmi mengangkt brang tdi~
da 15 minit kmi bkeje...........bru kmi prasan ad smthing wrong ngn pkcik niey~
kami pown tngok gelagat dye smbil melawak kn diri sndiri~
nk kte pkcik nie pmbris/...................entah la~
segale perbuatan,pergerakan ,perckapan dye.,......sumenyer jdi bhn ktawe kmi~
ade skali 2~
almari crystal 2,ckgu soh la dye alih kn dri tpi,tkot pecah~
tetibe dye jwab,"eh,tkpe2,nie kalau kne angin tk pecah,............."
kmi blank seketike...........then ak pown tersembor tnde ketawe,............pastu dpe bertige join ak glak..........
apew lg...............glak la kmi terkncing2~
kikikikiK~
da siap sume nyer,kmi pown start la nk brehat...........
tpi mlm tu ade pasar mlm kt area tuh~ckgu ajak kmi g skali...............
kami pown g la ikowt bntot ckgu~
da bli2 sume2 2,..........
kami pown melantak la bnde2 yg kmi bli tdi tuh~
sedap la gak~
kenyang,terlentang kmi kt katil~
pastu ckgu ajak lg kmi g kdai mamak~
melantak lg................prot da knyg~
cm mane nk sumbt lg..............so dngn ringkas nyer ak minx segelas air milo berais~
kikikikkik~
glak la kmi kt kdai mamak 2 smpai kol 2~
mate da kuyu soh ak tdo..........lg pown ak dmam mase tuh~
ak ajak la ckgu pulang kepangkuan rumah tuh~
terlentang la ak kt atas katil~
seda2...................
tututututuuttututututututu~!!!
alarm berbunyi memech kn pgi yg hening~
bangung la ak jam 6.00 am........
ak check2 sume kelengkapan persekolahan pg 2..............
alangkh bodo nyer ak tr llupe bwak tie kesygn ak tuh~
dengn songkok ak tk bwk~
style ak pg tdi mcm orng tk sukp sift jew.........
tpi nk wt cmane............
brlalu la kmi dri bumi bidor menuju kepuncak gunung tok menimba ilmu pengetahuan~
pg tu cuace mcm tk mengizin kn jewk tok perhimpunan~
tu 1 petndew baek bg kmi brempt sebab mereke2 di besout tk perhimpunan!
alagkh brsyukurnyer kmi ke hdrat allah~
kikikikikiKI~
smpai kt skola muke kmi berempat nie mcm tk mandy jew,monyok...........
mcm bru lpas suntik dada jewk~
tpi kmi tetap gagah mengharung dugaan melande.....
kmi wt2 cerie~
persekolahan berlngsong seperti biase...................
bgtu la experience kmi kt umh ckgu topek.........
ckgu topek da abis kn 100 rnggt tok kmi berempat~
wa!
we luv u!!
hak2!
chaou~

welcome!

asmekom.............
huh~
da 2-3-4 kali aku wat blog
tk pnh2 ak update.....
so nie blog official ak yg terakhir
harap enjoy!!